GIFTS

Gifts for me come free but always com e from the important people or part in you life. I played yesterday, for 5 years I never really believed I could play or should play. When I did I was always seen as "your cured". A diabatic laughs, jokes and has fun, does that mean they are cured? No. Not many people in my survivor life gave me a chance to put my troubles aside for a bit and just be happy. I was made to believe I wasn't facing reality, I was painting on a "happy face'". And the other side of the coin I was ignored viewed apond as un reachable, unloveable etc. But I played yesterday, I really played!! For first time in years! I played! Yeah I am excited over something so simple as playing. But wasn't me playing, it was Almond too! Almond let me be what ever I wanted, let me be stupid, silly, queer , down right weird. with out think oh good she's cured! He took it as a day, a day we shared a day we goofed off together. WHAT A GIFT!! What a wonderful thing to do